What do I want to?

These days, busy days came back to me. I have a lot of things to do. From this semester, new teachers teach us in Speaking Skills and Reading classes. Our teachers give us a lot of homework, so in this semester, it is more difficult to coexist than in spring semester. And I am worrying about my school record. In fact, my grade in spring semester was better than I had expected and I felt easy. But in this semester it seems difficult to get good results as I got in spring semester, because I don't have the passion to study hard now and it is natural to deserve bad results for not having studied hard in summer vacation. Besides that, we sokyoku club have the regular concert in December, and we have to practice hard and have a lot of works. I should take back what I couldn't get in summer vacation and manage to do  well what I have to do.

It is true that I have to put my efforts to studying, however, actually I want to do my best in sokyoku club. I love this club and these friends. I like the days of the club activities in a week, I am looking forward practicing and talking with these friends.
As I said above, we have the regular concert in December. This is the only concert that all members of this club can play on a same stage together. Also, this is the last concert for seniors. They leave this club after this concert. So, we want to make a great concert by all means.
At the end of this concert, we have a big ensemble that all members play own instruments. Unfortunately, we freshmen participate in this ensemble only as singers because this music is so difficult for us. But we enjoy singing to this music that all elders plays enjoying. We have big ensemble every year, and there are fourmusics for this ensemble and they change every year. So, this music that we are going to play on this year's regular concert will be played after four years when we freshmen become seniors. This year, we play Doukan(道灌)  by Michio Miyagi. We are looking forward to playing this music with elders. We like this music very much. I hope to practice this big ensemble soon.

I don't know what I have to do now. What should I do in this university? What should I do before I graduate this university? What should I do not to regret what I did before? I don't know whether what I do now is
right or not. There are a lot of things that I want to do. I want to improve my English skills, I want to study literature hard, I want to find what I really want to do in my life, I want to do my best in a club, I want to learn what is useful for work, I want to meet many people and see new ideas, I want to challange new things, I want to make wonderful memories with my friends. I want to live my school life happily. I want to make my school life lead to my future. I want to live my life doing my best, giving up nothing. In autumn semester, I want to manage many things I have to do doing my best!