2011

A Happy New Year!!
Time fly fast and 2012 has come! I hope you all have a good year.

Last year became the important turn of my life. Through the year I have experienced a lot of things that I have not experienced ever before, and I learned various things. I entered new world and gained new ideas. So, I last year would be a important turn of my life and have a good influence through my life.

In this year there were many remarkable events, first is "university." I entered this university with a lot of efforts. I didn't expect that I could pass the exam because I was not wise enough and I always got D grade of the possibility of passing the exam. I knew that I couldn't pass and I didn't expect a lot. But I wanted to study in this university and had a great passion to pass my campus life there, so I decided to study hard and never to give up. I did my best through the preparing times and fortunately passed the exam, and now I am a Sophia university student. I learned that efforts always bear fruits, the more efforts you make the better results you have. I actually learned this with my experience and this became a lesson in my life. I am proud of myself to have made a lot of efforts and done my best and succeeded in the examination. I didn't like myself and didn't confidence in myself before, but these experience made me content with myself and made it possible to live my better life. I appreciate it to myself. I am convinced that these things were great things in my life and I wouldn't pass a good campus life if I haven't experienced these things.
In this university I met a lot of people and saw various world. I belong to sokyoku club and E.S.S. circle, both are not for enjoyment and the activities are not easy. The members all are earnest and they and, of course, I do our best. There are some differences in these two clubs and I feel different atmosphere in both clubs although both have the common things. I enjoyed both clubs to be able to  experience new things in both. But sometimes it was hard for me to be in there. The atmosphere didn't mutch me and I couldn't find a good friend. I thought that I ought to leave this club/circle. Now I can't decide whether I leave or not still, but I'm sure that I had experienced good things and they enabled me to see various world and think things from various sides. I don't regret belonging to a club/circle(I don't tell you which club I want to leave) and I appreciate being able to have experienced good things to all the members.

The other remarkable experience is a part time job.(Maybe, I shouldn't say that is a "experience" because now I still keep that job) I had not done any part time job until I entered university. So this is the first time for me to do a job. I didn't have a clear idea what kind job I want to take. And eventually I chose a supermarket because that was so near to my house. Fortunatelly I passed the interview and started the job in June. At first time, that was so hard and sometimes I wanted to quit. Besides that it was so difficult to coexist a part time job, studying, club and circle, and I didn't have my leisure time. But I managed them and I could reach summer vacation peacefully. Now I am still busy as before but I enjoy this life.

I still have other things I want to tell you but I keep them just stay in my heart.
These days I lost the passion to do my best and I can't make efforts in studying. I should get it back and study hard to get a good grade....although I haven't finished writing homework yet :-(
I hope I have a good year!